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Heidi Ruth

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Wed Nov 4, 2009, 2:48 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Dies Irae
  • Reading: Petros A
  • Watching: House!
  • Playing: Hide and Seek with the Subbies
  • Eating: Bananas! 3 a day! For potassium!
  • Drinking: Water... :(
It's okay, I am wanted. I'm only unwanted by most of the College and Master. Master doesn't want some emo chick's emoness ruining his perfect College - particularly its grade point average! Heaven forbid!
I was in hospital again, and on the last couple of days when I felt well enough to be bored, I did some writing...

βουλομαι τεθναναι μαλλον η ζαν. η ού? επειραζον μεν τεθναναι, αλλα δε ου τεθνηκα. ισως ου δυναμαι. ισως ο θεος με ου αφιης? Ισως δει μοι ζαν. Ισως, ει μεν τεθναναι ου δυναμαι, δει δε μοι ζαν, ζαν κακιστα. Ο βιος γαρ κακιστος. Οιμοι! Ου μεν δη βουλομαι ζαν κακιστα. Αλλα δε ο θεος ισχυροτερος πολλω μου. Ου ποιειν δυναμαι ο βουλομαι.

Ποι απο φυγειν απο σου δυναμαι? Εγω ου γε δυναμαι τεθναναι, αλλα εγω αποθνησκειν γε δυναμαι. Ου βουλομαι αποθνησκειν. Ει δει ζαν μοι, ζησω καλως. Ου μη! Ο γαρ βιος κακιστος. Διο, ζησω κακιστα τε και δικαως. Ουκετι τοινυν ο θανατος ουκ εσται. Ουκετι τοινυν η ελπις της φυγης. Ω κακοδαιμων!

Then I wrote an acrostic poem.

Ρ αδιον ουτω εστι εραν σοι ενταυθα δη. Τι ου συ μοι? Ιδου μοι! Εγω σοι! Εγω, παρθενος σου!

Α ο Νιλλος μοι εποιεν ουδεν δη ποιησεις. Οιδας γαρ ουκ ειναι ο θεος εν τω βηματι του ουρανου.

" Κ αλλιστα ουτω συ," ελαλησας. \"Θαυμαζω σε. Σχησω οψεις περι σου σαββατων. Ταυτα ηδυτερα η αττα εδυναιμην επιλεγεσθαι.\"

' Π ι' οιδας. Πυθαγοραν οιδας. Μανθανεις ουτως και εγω. Βουλη ειναι ο βασιλευς των μαθηματικων.

Α ποθνησκειν ουδε τεθναναι ουδε δυναμαι, αγαπωμεν τοινυν αλληλους. Και αλληλους ερωμεν, σε γαρ ερω.

Τ ι με ουκ ερας? Με ουκ δη ερας? Σποκκος ει, ουκ γιγνωσκω τι εν ψυχη τε και καρδια σου εστιν. Μοι σεαυτον δεικνυ!

Then I started another acrostic poem, but didn't finish it.

רי עץ דעת תב ורע היה אלך כי שב עד אלי פ

משי עד לבך והיה רמשה שני אני אתה רשום ר

של אתי מ

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Knox College
  • Interests: Theology, dead languages, music, literature
  • Favourite movie: Amazing Grace
  • Favourite band or musician: James Blunt
  • Favourite genre of music: Christian rock
  • Favourite artist: Tolkien
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkien
  • Favourite style of art: Calligraphy and illumination.
  • Operating System: *proceeds to Biblepush*
  • MP3 player of choice: Do you know what those things DO to your intelligence?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Regency stripes
  • Favourite game: Mah-jongg (not that stupid computer spinoff, the REAL mah-jongg with pungs and kongs and stuff)
  • Favourite gaming platform: The card/tile/chess table
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Baron
  • Personal Quote: Only He really knows what's good/right for me.
  • Tools of the Trade: Poetry - bad situations. Music/calligraphy - other people's writing.

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:iconpassacaglia28:
Have you ever heard of Camerin Carpenter? He is a vertuoso organist and I DA keeps screwing up the url when I try to post it. Just go to You Tube and search "Camerin Carpenter". Then click on his video entitled "Revolutionsetüde, op.10". This guy's pedalpoint is amazing!

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Darth Vader: "My son is with them."

Emperor Paplatine: "Are you sure?"

Darth Vader: "I have... felt him... my master."

Emperor Palpatine: "Strange that I have not..."
:iconatpeace:
:-0. He is cool.
Ah, to be back on functioning Youtube again... went home for the holidays, mother only has dial-up...
I checked out the ABRSM exam requirements for organ performance, and I do NOT like the idea of transposition on sight!

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"I am not free if I am autonomous, because the ego is the most tyrannical of rulers." - Lesslie Newbigin, VC (Very Clever)
:iconpassacaglia28:
Hello fellow pipe organ nerd. Acgtually - you are the superior nerd since I am still learning about the instruments. I read your comments on [link] and you seen to know a great deal about pipe organs. I don't know why I haven't watched you before. I like your gallery too BTW.

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Darth Vader: "My son is with them."

Emperor Paplatine: "Are you sure?"

Darth Vader: "I have... felt him... my master."

Emperor Palpatine: "Strange that I have not..."
:iconatpeace:
I'm just an incurable nerd who likes to absorb nerdy knowledge... :D
Thanks, I love getting new watchers. Gallery is pretty disorganised though. Started putting things in folders but stopped. Hope it's not too mazelike...
You get to play any good pipe organs? I only have access to teensy weensy little one now, but it's only downstairs, so that's nice. :D

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"I am not free if I am autonomous, because the ego is the most tyrannical of rulers." - Lesslie Newbigin, VC (Very Clever)
:iconpassacaglia28:
Don't worry about it being a small one. It is still something. :D

:iconorgelplz:

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Darth Vader: "My son is with them."

Emperor Paplatine: "Are you sure?"

Darth Vader: "I have... felt him... my master."

Emperor Palpatine: "Strange that I have not..."
:iconatpeace:
OMIGOSH THERE IS AN ORGAN SMILEY...
heehee I get free organ lessons for being the only student in my student hostel who plays the organ...
But you are right though, it's not the size of your organ, it's how you play with it. :D

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"I am not free if I am autonomous, because the ego is the most tyrannical of rulers." - Lesslie Newbigin, VC (Very Clever)
:iconpassacaglia28:
ROFL! Indeed. My gf is the one who started the :iconorgelplz: account. Check it out by clicking on it. :D

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Darth Vader: "My son is with them."

Emperor Paplatine: "Are you sure?"

Darth Vader: "I have... felt him... my master."

Emperor Palpatine: "Strange that I have not..."
:iconqueen-of-carthage:
:poke:

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Lugnut: "Silence, Blitzwing! I did not follow this beacon halfway across the galaxy for dancing lessons!"

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